today is the third day of the week...one week ago, i got to knoe dem...so fast...a week had pass...haix...lesson was fine...got back my math test paper...expected...after skool was maths peer tuitoring...it was fun as thing were asborbed! which can help in my maths...after tat, went down to training...today i`m w/o my spect! as tiz morning i cant find it...*blur blur de wo* to be frank...i don feel lik going to training...is like...it is not the usual feeling tat i`ll habb for np...neber ever! now, i jux no more sense of belonging there....no more united squad...no more oley...tats all! as ppl are nopt coming to training anymore...lesser talk out dere...perharps all of us are busy wibb our work...but, it is my responsibility to accomplish my role and tat will be my bery last ting for my np life! NO MORE! i promise! wearing a mask to entertain dem but it seems to be hopless...
as for my gfs...tats fine...i wonder how geraldine was tinking...telling her not to regret...may i ask sth...can dere be no regrets in life? i tink the answer is quite clear.... NO! jux felt tat i`m a frdd who doesnt give nice, motivating and encouraging words....jux don fit to be a gd frdd of dem...ya...useless...totalli useless....cant even cheer up dem up...
everyday trying to put on a mask a best smile to motivate gf, np frdd etc...being a clown for ppl to luff at...i don tink it is a nice ting? i am jux a useless frddd...
SO NEAR YET SO FAR! anyone willing to spare a tots and another chance for me?
jux LEAVE ME ALONE!
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